Personal update.
Idk if I said this in the group but I've been physically sick for about two weeks now. (pneumonia and bronchitis) I was really ranty. So I think I said something about the pharmacist was an asshole and made me cry (freak out and have an horrible episode) well I told my manager at the store yesterday and how rude and how horrible my experience with me is (and how it wasn't my first time having a bad experience with him) she gave me a $10 gift card. Witch I didn't even expect and told me she would talk me.
Had to see my caseworker, and psychiatrist yesterday. Today I saw my (old therapist) and tomorrow I will see my new psychologist (something as a therapist)
I'm struggling with ED stuff it's not too bad off atm and Also self harm. Haven't acted on any suicidal thoughts for 6 weeks. And although I really have a lot of urges to do a number of self destructive/impulsive things I have not. Moods mostly down and PTSD symptoms are at a all time high (flashbacks, nightmares, hypersensitivity, and anger outburst) also very tearful. My psychiatrist did add one med for me at night called prazosin (minipress) witch is supposed to help with nightmares I one been one it for one day. But I didn't have any dreams or nightmares last night. But still too early to really know
Also about the pneumonia and bronchitis I'm still sick but I'm alot better.
